I-live-My-Life

2007-04-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

从前的那一年，
还记得你的微笑，
当时的我们仿佛就像天空的云，
风带着我们到没有终点的未来。。。

到了那年的冬天，
看着你脆弱的背影,
想起了我是否应该让你走。。。
我失去过，所以知道你的痛,
我失去过，所以更珍惜拥有,

晴天总是在雨后出现，
微笑总是在泪后发现，
相信你的悲伤后一定能变成快乐。。。
相信自己，相信未来~

2007-04-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

My time with my company finally ends.... last fri they treated my to toa pa yoh there eat crab... cause i`m a crappy person so crab suits me best hahaha..... got chilli crab, butter crab and crab with 'me fen'. After the dinner we went to orchard de party world there K till around 2+am... sang alot of songs... realised that I can't sing jay de songs well... dunno is the pitch too high or wad...everytime sing like cannot reach the pitch very pek....

Sat went sentosa tanning again...heng still can get some sunshine cause it started drizzling around 4+pm was so sianz loe... wan to get chao ta one..but in the end only can tan abit...not shiok enuff... weekday must go brian's hse there de swimming pool tan somemore...

After that was like going to my chalet lar...organise by my dad... at changi there so not much things to do also... we were like playing big 2 lar...then loser need to drink, i was like lose dunno hw many rounds drink red wine and beer loe... even more high than clubbing... but heng the bed is so near...if not i doubt can even walk properly.....

2007-03-25T15:12:00.000+08:00

One more week to the end of my work hahaha..... finally can take a break liaoz... has not been feeling well this whole week, my flu is still lingering there so irritating...

This week got a new guy came to replace me but then he did not like the work there so guess what~~~ he resign last friday...earlier than me loe...wth... so now another new guy will come in next wed so good luck to him lar, hope he can dun grumble so much...

Yesterday went to viv hse to give her some guitar lesson... so sad she could not find her amp de cable so juz explain to her some theory loe...heng she noe piano and the theory is around the same de... I think I end up learning more hahaha... it was when I was on my way home then she said she found the cable -_- It was really fun exploring music...

Today sunday nothing much to do also... stay at home rest cause last two days really used up too much of my energy liao hahahaa.... later going chinatown there de "food street" to treat my colleage dinner... sounds rich right....treat them dinner... but I`m not k... very poor de.. going to resign soon le lei...

Maybe this coming weekend going beach bumming... watch out char~~ this time i`m gg to find u if u`re there hahaha....

2007-03-15T10:51:00.000+08:00

What am I doing at home on a thursday morning... I`m sick...down with flu... actually today dunwan to go work cause wanna finish my assignment and email to my lecturer by today but then seems like I really got to stay at home liao because of the virus attack.... luckily my sore throat is getting better... got to get well soon cause this sunday going sentosa lehz....

2007-03-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

~The Marrow of A Bone~

~Love is Beautiful~

Last sat meet up with viv for the IT fair... it was a sat and was very......crowded... at some point I can't even move... really reduce my enthusiasm sia... wanted to see something also must squeeze like hell... let alone taking the brochure. I promise myself never to go to IT fair on a weekend again! Anyway that day finally bought my glay new cd "Love is beautiful", waited so long for it... was nice as usual :P then sunday went to get the Dir en grey cd "The marrow of a bone" was very very very nice....very rock!!! Viv ask me to teach her guitar, in return she will teach me piano... yey wanna learn piano for a long time already~ so happy...

2007-03-04T15:09:00.000+08:00

wow...I`m actually back to blogger after mia for 2 weeks lol... so many work to do and keep on going outz... really need to start some revision on my work... "discipline" is what I need now! Manage to finish watching "Dou4 Yu2" part 1 now starting part 2 (got luo zhi xiang) but then the storyline like not as interesting as part 1... got to finish it by this month cause I`ve already tendered my resignation liao if not dunno when got time to pass it to my colleage that borrow the vcd to me...

Finally naruto is back on track liao.... they even changed the name to "Shippuuden" (dunno correct spelling anot) I started watching it from poly till now...damn long sia the story.... realise that i`m already 23 yrs old liao...wah...like dinosaur sia me... so old....

Anyway IT fair coming soon....wanna find people to go with me.... dunno who will be interested..

2007-02-19T16:38:00.000+08:00

So long never blog liaoz.... was chionging my "er mo zai shen bian", finally finish the whole episode yesterday.... so nice... think tonight will start the "dou yu" series... think this is the only time i can chiong those episode... once start work no time liao, need to work OT...

Sianz lei chinese new year like nowhere to go except go bai nian... think tmr jio ppl out go watch "Just follow law"... if not work start not much time liaoz..... this week is actually a quite short week, only work 3 days...happie~ then weekend got to go class... new module....new books...new classmates?

finally found lin yi chen's version of "fei ni mo shu"... nice~

2007-02-04T11:43:00.000+08:00

yey...finally I`ve go n dye cum hightlight my hair..... but i spent like half a day at the saloon loe.... cause waiting for mom to get her hair done also... total cost is $230 (mum n me), quite reasonable lar the price... cause mom know the saloon de boss...so its like alot cheaper~

Ytd go town there shop shop... finally bought something lar... arbo next week sat n sun also got class sure super tired no energy to shop also.... bought a shirt n pants loe.... going to be broke liaoz lar this month.... hope my ang bao can be like the pig, fat fat de.... haha.....

Last 2 days started watching the drama, "恶魔在身边" again.... quite nice lar...that time watch on scv then last week saw on scv replaying it again at a different timing so suddenly have to urge to watch it again, cause sis got the vcd mahz.... rainie is damn cute loe inside the show... the show damn touching lar...always reach some part will get emo....

Got to go to class soon liaoz.... sunday got class... somemore theory all the way de... i`m going to buy pink dolphine later to recharge my energy level liaoz..... love u.... pink dolphine....

2007-01-28T11:39:00.000+08:00

Ytd went ps support wei qiang... he sang "can2 fei4" by wu ke qun... too bad I got to rush home to watch the big match, singapore vs malaysia... so did't get to see the result... but I sms him after that and hes IN!!! He might not have lots of votes but definitely he has got the voice lar... even the judge gave him quite a good review.... good pitching and rhythm... I`ve recorded his performance down haha.... he is indeed can2 er2 bu4 fei4.... well... now hes into the last 16... good luck to him lar~

2007-01-22T20:05:00.000+08:00

Just finished my dinner *burp* was feeling abit sleepy now.... this few days like not much work to do leiz... dunno is it a good thing anot... but at least 1 thing is I can go home at 6pm sharp~

Saturday went town to shop shop... wanna buy new year clothes but nothing caught my eyes leiz... only saw a levi jean quite nice... "A type" de... still thinking wanna get it anotz... wanna buy shirt also... shirt that I can wear to clubbing also~ must have duo purpose mah... now computer also go duo core liaoz... then maybe see got nice nice sneakers anot... must control and not to over spend.... must save up for rainny days...

This sat peter is going to perform at PS for the talent quest... last 60 liaoz... ask me go support him... but that day I got lesson till 7pm leiz.. can only go see the result lar but cannot vote for you... too bad... always never take good care of his vocal... drink so much... just hope that that day his vocal cords will be in tip top condition ba...

2007-01-17T21:13:00.000+08:00

Glay's upcoming cd that I`m going to get!!!! waited so long for this album....

so fast already wed liaoz....tmr going for my 2nd last lesson on 07-291.... was having a bad headache just now when going to buy my dinner... maybe use too much brian juice during work....but today like did nothing much other than cut n cut n cut paper leiz.... workload are getting lesser ever since 2 new temp girls came....

Both of them 18 years old...from JC de.... waiting for results.... both also aries... 1 of them I find her very sweet looking.... after taking the same bus with her today and having some conversation with her, found that she is quite a kind hearted girl.... doing social work for her cca... thinking of studying physio theraphy, gives tuition.... hm... very guai de nu hai.... but dunno shes attached already anot... but I have a feeling she is not... hopefully my feeling is right... though she may be 18 but i find her thinking quite mature... the type of girl with that kind of inner soul that i`m looking for.... well... i guess this is wad I called "暗恋" ba....

2007-01-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

Uploaded some Jrock vids from youtube.... Vids by "Nightmare" the visual kei band that does the opening n ending theme for the anime "DeathNote" ...

2007-01-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

This week is wad I call the 'no life week'....cause work n work n work....go class n class n class.... why leh...cause not enough vitamin "C" lar.... "Cash is king"...hm... I`m starting to believe in it~ maybe should change my nick from cherry king to cash king huh...lol...

Today actually is quite moody lar... cause one of my buddy in the company resign liao... tot that time he said end of jan but then who noes today he said hes leaving.....was quite sad because he was really a nice person..before he left I gave him a warm handshake to bid him goodbye and wish him all the best...... hur hur......very sad ar.....

Workload is getting more and more liao loe... haven finish the previous one got new one coming up.... I`m getting sick of this liao lar.... my left side of my face is having a pimple outburst... in office I at least drink 2-3 bottles of water still kena outburst... somemore this week sleep quite enuff loe... at least got 7 hrs per day... on tuesday I slpt like 10 hrs lei.... !@#!@#! still tio outburst..... wth.... maybe is I ate too many chocolate lar... that time christmas de chocolate I haven eat finish... still left quite alot...

Tmr sat.... but i`m going back to work AGAIN.... this week is really no life...

2007-01-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

Finally got my #70-270 grade... "B" its like in the middle of nowhere... but luckily it did't drop further... hopefully my coming test can maintain or better the current 1...

This week like spend alot... so many things going on.... christmas eve...new year.... and some polymates gathering lar.... must control liao... if not end of the month eat sai...

Went to watch movie on thursday... cause steff on off that day so yah... meet up with him and stacey... wanna watch "night in the museum" but dunno why become "spirit of a victim" (thai horror movie)... told them to buy the tix 1st as I will join them after my work... I tot thai horror movie was still not bad from my past experience so I told them to go ahead. Who knows.... it was damn boring... not scary at all... worst the storyline sucks..... really not recommended to all... it was a waste of time loe... heng watch it during weekdays... if not.... arrrgggghhhhh... went home with stacey and she told me I`ve changed alot... not like last time... I think it's after going thru national service that have changed me... to be a more responsible and decisive ba... I`m glad that throughout my life there has been some friends who has help me alot... if not I would have been just another useless human taking up oxygen in this world...

Anyway... I have bought a new accoustic guitar!!! woohooo... very happy with my new baby... almost everyday also must touch it... singing those sad songs to myself.... lol... quite a nice way to relax after a day of work~ I realised emo emo songs sound especially good for singles...haha...

WHY NARUTO N DEATHNOTE DE LATEST EPISODE HABEN COME OUT!!!!!!!! WAIT 1 WHOLE FREAKING WEEK LIAO LEI.... WEI!!!!!

2007-01-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007~~~~~~~~~~

2007 will be an exciting year for me... I hope so lol... glay's album coming out...Dir en grey coming out too and alice nine.... so many albums I`ve been waiting for is coming this year... weee..... by end of year 2007 I should be completing my advance dip liaoz... find new job... get myself busy... and hopefully can get my aiai :p

My New Year eve is nothing much really... have dinner with my buddies and watch Deathnote 2... would have gone clubbing if I did;t went with my colleages on saturday lol.... spend like nearly 100 bucks that day... lucky that day I got work OT if not.... BURN......

I wanna go taiwan again.... I miss taiwan lots lots... when can charlene confirm lehz....

2006-12-25T21:16:00.000+08:00

Irish cream chocolate! wah...this one my favourite liaoz...

White chocolate~ bought at vivo city...

Prezzie by Vincent~ can vibrate one... but use on ur eyes dun use wrong place...LOL

Prezzie by Dylane~

Prezzie by Karen... very fluffy I like~

I`m blogging again~ lol... haven been logging in to my msn for afew days also liaoz...cause of this stiupid xmas season lar.... got to shop for present and stuffs like that. Receive afew present from my colleages and dunno I should be happy anot, cause when u receive u also muz giv mah... anyway I thought malacca or malaysia there should be able to buy some gift back but no lor... the things there is not as nice as sg de.... I only spend around $50 there during my trip and it is mostly on those food, bought quite alot of koropok back lar haha...

Talking about my trip to malacca... I was going with my parents and thier friends so how fun can it be right lol... initially I dunwan to go but then one of my dad's fren last minute cannot so have a free slot, dun go also waste it so.... anyway this trip was still not as bad as I think lar... cause I have gone to malacca before so it's nothing new to me, the only thing this trip emphasize was it's food and logging. The food was quite nice lar can say... got seafood and lots n lots of buffet, jialat dunno got put on weight anot... and the place we stay is 5 star hotel, they say we listen but dunno how true... to me thier 5 star is at most 4 star nia... only the bed damn comfy... So this 3 day 2 night trip is mostly eat, sleep and shopping nia...

Then yesterday came back to sg feng ask me go zouk...but then I dun like to go during those festival time cause will be damn crowded one... wan to dance also cannot then people keep on moving pass you, so so irritating and damn pek... so I go and join my colleage go clark quey chill out instead... Initially they was having thier dinner at "Kapas Tree", I join them that time they was finishing thier dinner liao cause I had mine with my family liaoz... after that wanna go "one night stand" but then inside like full house liao so we went to "Brewerkz" there chill... The atmosphere there not bad lar.. it is actually a place where they brew their own beer and they have set meals too... think will go back there someday to eat again... they actually have the test taste thing where u can order and they will give you like 5-6 different types of beer(the volume is like 150ml) and let u taste see which beer u like... in the end I think one of them I kinda like it, it was called "Potback Ale" if I did;t remember wrongly... it has a kind of fruity taste and was quite smooth... i think the girls will like it, and it is only 4.5%. Still of one of them taste like kopi-O I like that one also, it is the stout family de... alot people dun like stout cause too bitter but the one I tried is still ok to me, not a bad kopi-O huh~

Class starting again this thursday loe~~~~ hohoho.... merry xmas to all out there

2006-12-17T11:37:00.000+08:00

I just dun like december!!!! Wan go swimming and get a tan also cannot.... no SUN... only RAIN... rain rain go away~

2006-12-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

Weekend!!!!! Hohohoho...mood lai liao.... Today in office damn slack sia... friday is the most unproductive day for me.... whole day only do a little bit of shit nia... was talking crap with my colleage while doing my stuff... One of my colleage go search the astrology stuff lar... make me wan to kpo kpo with it also.... in the process I got to know that my element is 'wood', nowonder char say I like mu tou... -_- after that a bunch of them go ktv but I never go cause too many ppl liaoz... where got chance to sing... at most sing 5 songs ba I think... anyway just now I go junction 8 buy vivian and jing ru de cd... wanna buy xiao zhu de also but then sold out liaoz... was quite suprise lar... dunno is it they order too little or xiao zhu is really that freaking hot...

Going for supper in another 15 minutes time... going to drink my favourite "teh"~ liao... and eat my fav "plaster"~ and toopid evelyn call me Plaster!!!!

2006-12-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

Today is really not my day loe... Early in the morning thought can happy happy eat my breakfast but then......

Our vice president dun like us to hang those packet drinks around in the office, so if buy must hide it somewhere... So today the "clever" me thought of hooking 3 kopi on a hook inside a metal cabinet.... but who knows..... SWAY arrrrr.......... 1 of the packet just slip of the hook.... it was kopi Si...imagine the brown brown color drink drips on my shirt!!! Somemore my shirt is sky blue de.... Tmd... dirty my whole shirt.... luckily my jeans and shoe never got it... if not.... I`ll whine more... Got to mop up the mess lar... Tao was helping me also.... Was like wtf why I was so careless!!! Heng one of my colleage help me lent an extra shirt.... if not I think I`ll have to go back home to change liao... also very malu lar... kopi smell sia.... although was quite sway but was not that sway after all.... cause today vice president on leave....lol.... if not I sure kena nag by her lar....

I swear I`ll never buy any packet drinks inside the office again......hmph x_X

2006-12-12T23:33:00.000+08:00

December is always a month that has lots of celebrations, but to me it is just another month where u just hope the next year can come faster than it seems to be... People always celebrate Christmas during this period of time and to me, Christmas is always the most loneliest season of all... always hope can celebrate with my love ones, but always never have a chance to... Just hate the feeling of going town and see those couples walking hand in hand... it's not those kind of jealousy...but a kind of "why people have I dun have" feelings... so hard to explain also...

Well...this coming Christmas is definitely better than the last one, cause the last one I was still in the ns, having another 10 more months to go. Now, at least I have a job and studies to take care of... much better really~

Have been thinking alot lately... what I want and my plans... it's not easy going thru this stages of life... I`m neither teenager nor adult... very confusing... but for now I`ll choose something that is important...

Arrgghhh can I exchange Christmas for Chinese new year? lol......

2006-12-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday singapore was having one the the greatest party at sentosa...Zouk Out~ but I never go there lol...instead I went MOS for the MilkShake party... the party started at 9pm but by 8.15pm, the crowd was like stretching all the way to TCC there... partially was also because it was a semi-free party, as in those who have student pass or 11B can go in for free before 11.30pm...

Well... ytd was the 1st time I`ve went to MOS, the place was simply awesome... nice lightings and ambiance... the only down point for me is their liquor... the percentage of liquor they mixed with is sort of like too little as compared to other places.... after drinking a jug of cranberry vodka, and 4 draft beer (share with eric n feng) I simply could not even feel a tinge of getting high... but luckily the body mover RnB music make up for it...

Although the place was sort of over crowded, I did enjoyed myself with my first trip to MOS~ Should I return to the clubbing scene again?

2006-12-07T23:56:00.001+08:00

This song is like so so nice.....

記得

我們都忘了　這條路走了多久

心中是清楚的　有一天　有一天都會停的

讓時間說真話　雖然我也害怕

在天黑了以後　我們都不知道會不會有遺憾

誰還記得　是誰先說永遠的愛我

以前的一句話　是我們以後的傷口

過了太久　沒人記得當初那些溫柔

我和你手牽手　說要一起走到最後.....

2006-12-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

So many things happening in so few days..... I`m going to whine AGAIN....

1st of all is my pda... so unlucky while updating my ROM the programme stop halfway causing my pda not able to be powered on, check the website found that ang mo kio got service centre so happy so go there but nv see address properly so in the end got to ma fan Char help me check... check liao tot can finally settle this shit but who knows that is a post office.... nvm wasted a trip down... go home check 1 more time find out that it was a "drop" centre, only can freaking DROP your things there nia... so LL no choice manage to go to alexandra there TODAY to get my pda sent for repair... got to wait for 3 days btw....

While going there also not very smooth cause today i think some accident happening at yishun mrt, heard Feng says got ppl commit suicide there... this is the 3rd case if I`m not wrong.... so while taking train there got some small problems but was lucky cause they reach Jurong Mrt station then stop (which is the station I wanna alight). Reach that freaking alexandra road there so many building and I went inside Feng's working place there and called him to show me the way to the service centre... luckily he works there~ the service was quite fast so around 11+am finish liao then have lunch with Feng, after that went back to work cause if no work no money mahz...

While waiting for the bus to my workplace at the bus stop something happened..... dunno should say lucky or sway cause I tio bird shit!!!!!! It landed on my finger while I was carrying my sling bag... lucky that it landed on my finger and not my head, if not I`ll.......shoot the bird down or curse all the way.... It was damn gross lar having shit on ur finger....

Anyway yesterday also got some interesting moment.... I was taking the lift up my floor, then there was a girl also going into the lift at the same time then ask me "which floor"... I replied cooly "12...." then my FINGER, (yes that FINGER that tio the shit) auto go n press 12... so she stand behind me... i try to look at her from the reflection of the lift mirror (my lift got mirror 1 dun play play), was suprise to see that her whole face turn red.... i was like...what the..... being alone with me in the lift very hot meh.... cause she live at the 11 floor so she go out 1st... was quite interesting when I pictured her face...lol...........

Anyway got to go back study abit liao...this few days go out lar.... slack like hell....never study much... somemore tmr got some company gathering at the vice president house... cannot study again... hope tmr will be better~

2006-12-03T00:46:00.000+08:00

emo emo.... I`m getting abit emo arrrrr..... went to IT Fair just now and get a screen protector for my hp, after that went town walk walk wanna buy some clothes but..... in the end NEVER buy... did't see any I like...

Was walking along orchard road and this year de decorate is better than last year... walking down that stretch with Feng was better than walking alone... was telling him that if the one beside me was a girl that will be even better lol... was talking cok all the way down... thou I`m happy with what I am now but still... seeing so many freaking couples holding each others' hand really makes me emo....emo emo...

I`m glad that I can express my feelings thru my 6 string monster.... If not I really cannot take it... Whatever lar... I`m sunshine boy... nothing can pull me down~ :PPPppp

Finish dl-ing Death Note Episode 9 and the latest episode of Naruto!

2006-11-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

Today went back to work half day then after that go ang mo kio buy game... This week like nothing happen leiz except that my sis birthday which we had dinner at the Grassroot club there... going to upload 2 kenji's new MV inside here, heard afew of this new songs find it quite nice or songs by him is always not bad one...

Saw 3 coming at 30th Nov!!!! I WANNA WATCH!

DeathNote episode 8 is out.....

2006-11-19T13:44:00.000+08:00

What am I doing at home on a Sunday when I should be outside enjoying myself? Anyway I also can't think of any place to go unless my friend jio me out... last two days went to Kembangan Plaza there bought my rw6828... actually wanna get it on saturday after my work but tao says he got something on so won't be working on sat, and I myself go alone work also no point so I gave a call to dad ask him help me ask his friend who was working at Kembangan Plaza see if he got stock for the 6828. Was asking him to go with me on sat but never noe he so enthu say why not go on friday after my work... since he bring up so I agreed of course...

Went there and tried out the 6828, find that it is actually smaller then what I have seen when u actually hold it... find that it actually has quite alot of functions and wun be mentioning here cause it will bored ppl to death... anyway I`ve bought it cheaper by $100 from the price I`ve compared at sim lim, so it`s quite a good deal... So this few days has been playing around with it and exploring what this little thingy can do...

Deathnote epi 7 is outz... watch how Light persue naomi for her real identity....

2006-11-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

hohoho... just now went sim lim see see the pda that I wanted to get but in the end did't buy cause the price they selling is not the price I wanna buy haha... Dad says his camp got ppl selling at a cheaper price so ask him to help me ask, can't anyhow spent my hard earn money de mah... hm... was thinking how long am I going to work at my current place... maybe by Feb next year I will quit the job and look for desktop support job at NYP, which is more related to what I am studying now...at least can practise what I`ve learn.

Just now go char's blog kpo abit saw that she got feeling for someone le!!!! lol... feel happy for you lar, at least it`s a first step out of her past rite? Hope that u can get over it soon and find urself happiness hor. Some things are very hard to say in msn de lar so I prefer to say in my blog. In msn I`m always the bad boy, basturd, colorful or wadever u call it haha... but here you can see the other side of me, not a bad deal huh? hehe. I need to go study liao lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-12T16:50:00.000+08:00

So fast sunday already... My recent module has just finish so got to wait for the next class that starts on dec 28th, loooooong wait ar... But during this time can prepare for another exam which is dunno when lar... this module is like so fast over liao and I haven revise yet, jialat... Just now just started to flip through afew pages wanna install the server, but i think cannot unless I do a multiboot, if not my win xp will be over written... going to bath soon then go out for dinner after that then study... at night study is better cause is more quiet and somehow can absorb more.

Yesterday went to funan with tao to look for his ipod shuffle, the new release which was 1/3 size of the original ipod shuffle. It was a 1GB with no fm... it cost around $138 ba... I found it okok only cause seriously 1GB or disk space is really not enough cause when I dump songs in my ipod mini it is usually albums by albums...and i hate deleting songs and input new one so I personally will not buy the new ipod shuffle ba... I was looking for a pda with phone function, initially wanted to buy dopod but after reading it's review found out that everything about it sucks so drop the idea... O2 pda may look nice but..... it really has alot of flaws too... been hearing complains on O2 personally too so also wun consider buying thier products too... most prob I`ll get the HP IPAQ RW 6818 or RW6828... still thinking because it is quite expensive lar... feel like waiting for the year end IT fair and see whether got cheaper deal anot... So yesterday walk walk in the end buy nothing haha.... but I finally got to eat my pasta mania...I ate the spicy chiken de pasta and tao ate the creamy chiken spegatti... his one was really creamy like hell that he did;t eat finish... well that was all...

2006-11-07T20:56:00.000+08:00

BurpPppp~ Just finish having my dinner from old chang kee... sick of the food below my house lar so go buy other things eat... How often can I sit in front of my OWN PC and blog... today is one of the rare days... work 1 hr OT today then zao liao... everyday work OT sure die... tmr I`ll take a break and just study and study and study... so no life right... my PKO also never play liao...ani1 wants to adopt my lvl 52 sharpshooter anot? lol... At least now I find life meaningful... I`m at least working towards something... I`m a real workaholic... if I no need to study I dun mind working OT everyday, yes I mean EVERYday. But work is work health also must take care... so I`m quite contradicting lar...

2006-11-05T17:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night I went to marina to have steamboat dinner with some of my polymates, just meeting up with some of the guys and yea we chat about hows everyone doing right now. I still remember the last time we have met up was like quite long ago during eric`s birthday party at pasir ris chalet, that was the last time I have met up with my poly friends or is it during a dinner at "changing appetite", it was so long ago that I could not remember lol...

It seems like everyone of us is working right now with only steffen having a so call "stable" job at ICA. He seems to like it so I`m happy for him too, the rest of us is either working while studying or working to save up for studies. I still remember the poly days where everyone of us only cares about the present but not the future, now everyone has in mind what to do at least in the coming 3-5 years time.

Anyway enough of this job n studies thingy. Yesterday the marina bay was as many people as expected... I think alot are from china or malaysia going there for dinner. Personnally if I were to choose the venue it will less likely be there because the place to too warm already and the steamboat is quite high and you got to sort of stand up and "peng" the food. Just "peng-ing" awhile I already sweat like hell liao... and they also never provide free flow of water and the food eat liao is like damn thirsty 1 loe... just buy 1 can of drinks is not enough de... and I also get to know some interesting things from eric, he told me that last time during poly, one of my class girl actually likes me. I quite suprise loe cause the guys always talk cok says I like her or she like me all that I tot that was just talk talk only, never know she told my da jie "stacey" that she really like me... haha... never know I can attract her cause she is damn cold to everyone de... but anyway I`m not interested in her also so yea... it's something I find it interesting.

Well, after dinner we go back home le cause some of them got things on, they even wanna go clubbing loe... but I got to study lar stupid...cannot join them. Shall go eat my dinner liaoz lar!

2006-11-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

okie for today...I just finish having my dinner waiting for it to digest then got to go study abit, cause next monday exam liaoz... since I started work today is the earliest I can come home liao... Imagine working from 8.30am to 7pm is my earliest.... for last two days I have been chionging the projects that is going to be handed up by today... work like from 8.30am to 9.30pm loe... only 1 hour break then the rest of the time got to stare at the computer do data entry... when I reach home my eyes going to drop liao still force myself to study abit... this is abit crazy lar but I think I can take it till now lol...

The working environment is still not bad, at least most of the people there are friendly but in working society you can never trust anyone de... thats what I have learnt from my previous jobs. I only trust my friend that intro me inside and myself! This job is quite demanding as you got to be accurate with what you do because if you dun, information will be wrong and alot of things can happen, so I always need to put alot of energy in it. Lucky in the office there is afew "eyes opener" if not I dunno how to survive inside. This job I estimate at most I will work for around half a year then I`ll zao already cause really cannot tahan that kind of stress ar...

That will be all for today I guess... tonight is mine!!!

2006-11-01T20:42:00.000+08:00

Hope this post goes thru cause actually I`ve tried to post on sunday but the blaardy blogger just wun work... lucky I do a backup still got what I write...

Was talking about finding jobs... yea~ I`ve got myself a job thru my friend. So now currently working as some data entry type of things... the working hours is like 8.30am to 6pm quite long but time passes real fast. Then every thursday and friday will be abit more tiring cause after that need to rush for my lesson at 7pm, luckily there is a stright bus and it's quite near my study place too so still not that bad~ I feel that with a job at least I can support myself and training my limits, I can say it is not easy to work full time and study at the same time. I shall test my own limits and see how far it can go, sometimes one has to fight in order to survive in different kinds of situation...
I`ve watchED "DeathNote".... very nice indeed... jap shows indeed live up to thier standard.

that was what was written on sunday~

2006-10-29T20:49:00.000+08:00

Was talking about finding jobs... yea~ I`ve got myself a job thru my friend. So now currently working as some data entry type of things... the working hours is like 8.30am to 6pm quite long but time passes real fast. Then every thursday and friday will be abit more tiring cause after that need to rush for my lesson at 7pm, luckily there is a stright bus and it's quite near my study place too so still not that bad~ I feel that with a job at least I can support myself and training my limits, I can say it is not easy to work full time and study at the same time. I shall test my own limits and see how far it can go, sometimes one has to fight in order to survive in different kinds of situation...

I`ve watchED "DeathNote".... very nice indeed... jap shows indeed live up to thier standard.

2006-10-26T23:08:00.000+08:00

Just came back from my class... well today there are 4 more new faces but 3 of them is like working already only 1 younger than me who is 21 yrs old. Those 2 people I are already in the IT line so this lesson today is somehow like abit too easy for them lar... but for me it's like still okie manage to catch what the lecturer is talking, but still need some time to absorb... Arrgghhh just feeling so lousy... feeling like why I so many things also dunno de... But nvm... I`ll go home and read n read n read...expose myself more... think I wun be playing PKO so often liaoz... need to concentrate more on my studies!

2006-10-25T17:57:00.000+08:00

Two days ago which was monday, went to celebrate my mom's birthday, overall was quite happy lar cause can eat alot of things and after that reach home still eat the cake, was feeling so full for that day.

Yesterday finally I went jogging, heng the PSI was below 50 so still not bad the air... Only jog nearly 2km then today leg feeling abit ache liao, so useless arrrr.... dunno how I manage to run 21km during the half marathon last time... Anyway, I like jogging because whenever I jog I can think about lots of things, anything under the sun that I can think of and it feels good to sweat~

Very fast tmr will be thursday le... need to attend class again, hope this time not only me 1 person lar, at least afew more ppl mah...or afew babes I also dun mind lar... but I wun promise I`ll concentrate if thats the case lol...

I WANNA WATCH "DEATHNOTE"!!!

2006-10-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

Its like 2am liao and I`m still feeling not that sleepy...awwww... my body clock has mis-tuned... cannot let it happen, this week I`m going to tune it back... just like my guitar so fine tuned lol... tmr is mum's birthday and my family are going to some hotel in balastier to eat steamboat... it's vegeterian de steamboat... It's very healthy lol...

Hm... my exam date is coming in around 2 weeks time and roughly I`ve finish reading my course book liaoz... It's like around 700 pages, but I manage to complete it ^^ This coming week I`m going to do all those questions related to my exams... already downloaded some sample questions they will ask...got to study quite hard cause this is an exam by microsoft and above 75% is consider a pass.

2006-10-19T21:05:00.000+08:00

Was exploring my "itunes" so decide to list down my top 10 fav song in my IPod Mini...

1st. on my list goes to.......... “大城小爱” - Lee Hom, has been played 16 times. (I know the count is very miserable, cause I got around 500+ songs in my ipod so.....)

2nd. goes to Rainie - “可爱” also has been played 16 times same as number 1... like this song alot~

3rd. is F.I.R - "你很愛他" probably one of the best love song in their recent album... like the lyric~

4th. Li Sheng Jie - "很想说" another nice ballard churn out by sam...

5th. Tank - "给我你的爱" like the MTV, like the way tank sing this song....just love it!

6th. J.J Lin - "原来" actually every ballard by JJ is nice but this one stands out.

7th. Rainie - "左边" another song by rainie.... >_<

8th. Li Sheng Jie - "听，我爱你" love song by sam are hard to resist u noe...lol

9th. Rainie - "遇上爱" yey... looks like rainie is the winner in my mini chart hahaha.....

10th. S.H.E - "天灰" like this song also because of the MTV, it is really very touching... sob sob...

Hm...strange huh... how come my chart dun have any jrock song.... I myself also dunno lol...maybe because I always practise my guitar using jrock so when normally I`m listening to my ipod I dun play them... Anyway, the highest ranking jrock song in my list was from Dir En Grey - "The Final" one song that I always feel like listening to... See my own chart I feel that I`m very cheena cause dun have any english songs in it and abit gay boy cause all the song like love love de... eeeeeeeee... how come like this!!!!!! But this shows I do have a soft side in me :p

2006-10-17T13:01:00.000+08:00

OMG.... I tio Tag by Char....*bang*

Quiz 1:

1. single or taken?
- Single

2. are you happy with your life now?
- Quite :p

3. when you meet the right person,will you fall in love with him immediately?
- Of course, and plan to get married too.

4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Very broke indeed...

5. do you believe that under some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
- Those that cheat love shall perish.

6. Would you take someone back if she cheats on you?
- Did that once and never thought of doing it again!

7. If someone likes you now,what's the best way to let you know her feelings?
- Tell me right in my face lol...

8. do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
- Yes but I can do without it~

9. do you believe in love at first sight?
- Yes but it seldom work out well.

10. do you like romantic surprises?
- Yea...but dun be too suprise...

11. do you believe you can change someone?
- Yes, but not the one I love.

12. if you could get married somewhere,where would it be?
- No idea~

13. do you have feelings for someone right now?
- not at the moment.

14. are you missing someone right now?
- who can I miss ... :p

Quiz 2:

qns : What is your status?
ans : Poor

qns : What were you doing 5 minutes ago?
ans : Cursing the one who tag me lol....

qns : What are your fave sports?
ans : Basketball

qns : Do you cry most of the time you have problems?
ans : Nope, when i do its a really big problem...

qns : Did you have a fight with sumone today?
ans: Online fighting monster yes...

qns : What are your fave subjects?
ans : Maths and Science... (I`ve 3 CCA during primary sch... basketball, badminton and maths and science.)

qns : Who cheers u up most in your life?
ans : MOstly my buddies...

qns : Do u like to chat?
ans : Not so....

qns : last chat?
ans : 15 Mins ago...I say I dun like to chat liao mah...dun force me hor

qns : Do you like to laugh?
ans : Yea...

qns : Last testi from? What's the testi about?
ans: Char... writing about me haha...

qns : Last text message from? What's about?
ans : My camp mate, he finally got his Pinky!

qns : Last food?
ans : Loacker mini (Napolitaner)

qns : Do you have an exam?
ans : Yea coming soon...

qns : Do you think people who like to study is a lot are nerds?
ans : No...they just dun like to play.

qns : What's your opinion about long distance relationship?
ans : Very tempting to 劈腿。

qns : About love at the first sight?
ans : Its like ONS

qns : Did you ever love sumone but he/she didnt like you?
ans : Yes...the one I love always did;t like me lol...

qns : Did you ever dump sumone?
ans : Yes... I have no choice.

qns : Have you ever taken a relationship with sumone u didn't love?
ans : No...Its unfair to her.

qns : Have you ever hurt sumone who u love so much?
ans : Yes...

qns : Do you like your school?
ans : Yes

qns : Do you have a new bestfriend?
ans :No, best friend stays...

qns : Do you have sumthing you must do right now?
ans : Yes.. Have my lunch!

Quiz 3:

NAME 13 OF YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU CAN THINK OF RIGHT NOW.best done in boys and girls.

K..this is abit unfair cause I have seen the ans so I`ve specially write down 13 names on pieces of paper and roll them into ball, same sizes and pick them by lots... here are my results:

1.Steffen
2.Stacey
3.Gwen
4.Tao Wei
5.Sally
6.Jerial
7.Adeline
8.Charlene
9.Boon Siong
10.Eric
11.Mark
12.Angie
13.Wei Feng

how did you meet no.10?
-Eric was one of my Poly best mate.

what would you do if you had never met no.1?
- My poly result will be worst, cause he has help me alot in our projects.

what would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
-Stacey and Jerial? Oh...no cannot be...shes not Jerial's type.

have you seen no.4 cried?
- Nope, he did't shed a tear when his mum passed away... he was strong..

do you think no.10 is cute?
-Sometimes lol....

how did you get to know no.8?
- Thru sally in one of the channel outing lol...

would you ever go on a date with no.12?
- lol...not my kind

what's no.7 fave colour?
- Pink if I`m not wrong haha...

what would you do if no.6 expressed his/her love for you?
- I`ll watch brokeback with him...

fact about no.9.
-He likes chicken drum stick alot!!!

who is no,4 going out with?
- Dunno lol...

who is no.5 to you?
- a blur da jie

would you ever live with no.13?
- Dun dare to think...

is no.2 single?
-Yes, but currently at Australia dunno got found any anot.

what do you think about no.3?
- She is a nice girl to be with... very outgoing~

what's the best thing about no.8?
- She can brighten up my day

what do you like about no.11?
-His working attitude and his love for his gf.

fave memory with no.6?
- The clubbing days....lol

wah... i took around 1hr to finish all... Phew.

2006-10-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

Just finished reading my stuff... arrr...the PSI is around 70 still so high... every morning when i wake up I thought I`m at the wrong side of the world... so hazy... bad air... poor health... low morale... affect mood... thats how powerful the hazy effect can be.

2006-10-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

Above is my hunter!!! (Prefer to call him hunter than sharpshooter)

Went town just now cause mom's HP got some problem, so go to the service centre at wisma... Waited like nearly 1hr before my turn comes, sooo long ar...... after that went to eat my dinner. Then walk walk abit then go home rest... today did not much... flip thru afew pages of my book and look look abit. Anyway...my hunter finally change class liao... thanks to sally for helping me :p staying up tonight to watch england vs croatia... result? 1-1 draw...lol....england always dissapoint me, sad to say...

2006-10-08T18:50:00.000+08:00

The haze is back AGAIN..... it was damn terrible yesterday the air... went town with tao to shop for some clothes but I never buy lar, no work liao still keep phyco me buy things... so anyway I reach orchard mrt station liao but cannot find tao so I was just about to call him when a guy approach me and give me his name card, he was from some modeling company lar... then ask me interested in doing some things related to modeling anot cause he say I got a sporty look, I noe I`m 阳光男孩 but I`m really not interested in this kind of things loe... and I think he also cock eye lar choose me... his company looks familiar cause last 2 weeks ago when I go town with feng, got a girl also ask me to go down to thier modeling agency, they are from the same company 1 loe... to prevent any survey ppl from disturbing me I already sit at the middle height of the staircase to wait for feng... but this girl so "on" climb up the stairs to ask me... she ask for my details but I only gave her my name & e-mail add cause really not interested mah.... but anyway yesterday go walk walk saw some nice clothes lar... but have to wait cause now cannot anyhow spend till I`ve found a job... got to go for dinner liao... hungry... x_X

2006-10-05T19:03:00.000+08:00

Dunno why but everytime after I`ve bath I feel like blogging lol... anyway... this few days did some very routine things.

My class currently got a small break till nov, so now preparing for my acedemic test which is in nov. Everyday also got study abit abit..like 1-2hrs lar... I think very little cause I spend more time playing games lol... cause recently hook up a game call pirateknight online. This game is actually quite new so I`ve decided to give it a try, the gameplay and charecter is quite cute I can say... so now everyday also training on my charecter. Then train till like about midnight got so many nice taiwanese show on scv...then watch watch abit till around 3am then sleep... Life really changes after ord lol... the only thing I`m scared is my fitness lar... never go run later cannot run already... my brain always say later want to go running but later lazy never go again... arrgghh hate my brain.

Thats all... dinner time!

2006-09-29T16:31:00.000+08:00

Just bath finish feeling so clean now haha....this week has been fun, did alot of things and spend...well not much~ Was suprise JJ and tao can come to my chalet cause I so last minute then jio them. Anyway, though we did nothing much except eating and bbq-ing, it was not bored at all... we talk about the things that happen in camp and hows everyone doing now cause now tao is going to be teacher le, so ask him hows the teaching life like teaching those primary school...

Yesterday met up with them again with afew more peeps then decided to go somerset party world sing sing... they were there around 8+pm, I could not cause got class mah so join them like after my class which is around 10+pm. After that went to nearby there eat eat then tok cok abit till like 1+am... heng boon & JJ got car no need to take cab... so in the end I take boon's car and the rest take JJ's car.

Later got to go for my last lesson for this module already, then nov got a test by microsoft coming up. For the time being I`m still waiting for jobs and trying to search here n there... finding jobs is really not easy...tiring too... Anyway, tmr need to meet up with feng at town to pass him the stupid networking note lar...everytime go town go till dunno want to walk where already... want to buy so many things but need $$$.... stay at home sleep best!

2006-09-26T13:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went back to camp to clear up my things there...I did't realise that actually I got alot of things in camp... it was like my second home lol... Not many people when I went back cause now not much things to do so most of them taking off or leave. Still left with a few more signatures before I`m done... This sat will mark the end of my service and the start of reservice -_-
Today got to prepare for stuffs for the chalet, but I like did nothing haha.... just waiting for the time to come then take the things go there. Going off soon, for the mean time I`ve uploaded a clips of Jane Zhang from china who was from the 2005 china idol singing competition, she will be singing the song often shown in Jacky's show, they call it the dolphin song lol...

2006-09-23T20:30:00.000+08:00

Today was really tired and I just sleep and sleep for the whole day, feeling alot better now... Phew~ last few days was writing up my resume,revising my lesson and going shopping for some formal clothings~ Anyway I`m more or less done up with the things I wanna do, next week I will start looking for jobs and hopefully after I`ve got my pink IC I can straight away start work, that is the most positive situation... next week seems like a busy week too, cause monday have to go back camp settle my clearance and bring back whatever I have left there. Tuesday my dad is having a chalet at changi there till thursday, and thursday and friday night I got class...wow....that is it for my whole week... and if the company reply me I may need to go down for some interview. Hmm.....life has been really busy after I`ve ord huh? No choice ba... in singapore if you dun work hard how to survive....

2006-09-18T16:45:00.000+08:00

Ta-daaa~~~ Miyavi`s new album is out in town!!! I`ve only heard 1 or 2 songs in this album and it simply catches your attention... From his previous band Due Le Quartz he has since gone solo and release his debut album 'gagaku' at year 2003, from there onwards his solo career grew from there and has since release a total of 5 albums with "Miyaviuta- Dokuso" being his latest... His new album is mostly played using his accoustic guitar which was different from other j-rocker, I`m quite suprise that accoustic can also make the song becomes rock... and his skills with accoustic guitar has really wow-ed me... though some people may not like his kind of music to the extend of saying that his music were piece of !@#$ , one should not doubt his talent in composing... if he is really that sucky why whould he be able to release album by album? What makes me so respect about him is that he sticks to the style that he wants regardless of critism and has always been himself no matter what and most importantly, he makes music...

2006-09-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

After searching for afew times I`ve finally got this album from HMV orchard today, it was display on the rack for previewing purpose... Why Cherry Boom? Or so call Ying Tao Bang in mandrain. This is currently the 1st all girl band that is in taiwan (correct me if I`m wrong), they are something like the 'Whiteberry' girl band in japanese if you all happen to know. Not only they are pretty :P~~~ they are also a talented group of girls as most of the songs in this album is written and compose by them...

They are Cha-cha (lead vocalist), Gua (guitarist), Xiao-qian (bassist) , and Da-tian (drummer), with Xiao-qian my fav~ Just love the way she plays her bass... Thier song titles are actually very innocent looking but when you listen to its content, it is actually quite evil *grins* Most of the tracks are quite catchy and makes you wanna spin it again. I`m actually quite impress with cha-cha`s voice cause from my point of view she really has a very clean voice... for the guitarist part it is also quite good considering there is only 1 guitarist in the band, for drummer da-tian, I read from news that she is the youngest in the band.

One of the track that I like most is "再見我的愛", 1st saw it at the mtv channel. The last song "黑夜來臨" is actually compose by Zhang Zhen Yue.

Simply love it~

2006-09-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

Arrggghhhh something happen to the blog because of my itchy hand *slap* Need to retype my entry AGAIN!!!

Just came back from my class, but still feeling quite refresh, must be the afternoon nap that is working miracle... today is the 2nd day that I`ve attend the lesson and I must say till now it`s still quite interesting to me. The lesson is suppose to be a 3hrs but it always ended after around 2hrs plus, cause inside the classroom there is only 1 student...n...thats MYSELF!!! Actually there are two more students in it but they did't attend the class maybe due to some reason lar... But no worries cause I like it, imagine having a one to one tutor? not a bad deal huh??

After talking to my tutor, I`m more clear what I want, that is to look for a job relating to IT and studying at the same time, cause after my studies finish, I`ve already have around 1year of experience. It will definitely be a plus point after I`ve pass out of my course. The only problem I have is that I scared that I dun have enuff time for my guitar. But like the old saying says, 'time is always in your own hands' so thats some little hope for me to pin on to...

The feeling of going to ORD really feels great~

2006-09-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

From the url, you will notice that the name of my blog is actually derived from a word called "Little story" just that it is in french. I always thought that french is a beautiful langauge, dun't you think so too?

Previously closed down the initial blog cause it really contains too many sad little stories... hope that everything will come to an end and start from the beginning. Actually wanted to blog in another provider but seems that if you wanna change the skin you have to pay for it and it kinda pissed me off cause I was like searching the skin for like an hour plus?? It seems like blogger is still the most user friendly of all times, not to promote but...THATS TRUE lol...

I have lots of thoughts inside me, but somehow when I wanted to pen it down, nothing comes out of me. So sometimes I may be like sitting in front of the monitor thinking of how to construct my thoughts...